This week is just not my week @______@
One. Sorry for long readings.. .but my mother Yuuki from Youtube... she... well here just read
First here's her poem....

"I want to die. What is the use of staying alive?

What is the purpose of my life?

When I am always living with so much strife.

I cant go on living this way.

I cant stand boring day, after boring day.

Just watching my life waste away.

You must think I am a drama queen,

You haven't been there, you haven't seen

The disaster my life has been.

I know death is part of living, but all I know

Is that I will be quitting my life,

which has no meaning.

I want death to take over,

I want to go being sober,

Knowing what I am doing,

Aware of where I am going.

No need for drugs, no need to disguise

The feeling certain death will arise.

I will go quietly, no one will know

Just let me sleep, and not wake up tomorrow.

I want to die, don't want to cry, no one understands my sorrow..."

Then the reason why is this..
Her Sister killed herself because of your son Zhou
and Mother by the stabbing in the heart by her father
and now she had pain all along... and had so much Drama in her life,,,

She told me this happened... and now she doesn't want to live anymore.... I just wish she could see that I love her... I thought I lost her once... but that was her sister... Now this her true self.... she's talking about..... I.... *cries*

her account is... [link]

and now My sickness T~T
This is what happened...

my stupid school said I was skipping >_> I didn't go to school today cause I was majorly ill and I couldn't move my body.

Then they called my house and said, "You're daughter, Ilhana Veletanlic, Skipped classes 3-8... Talk to your daughter bout what is her reason for skipping."
After that my headache increased and I yelled through my pillow and lost my voice T~T

my right ear is infected @_@
my nose is runny
My head hurts as heck.
and throat iches a lot as well as sore -_-
When I go back to school the teacher will yell at me >_> great *sighs*